Haha, I can immediately feel the pressure as a pocket solly when I played my first two 6v6 pugs on AFA. It was assigned to me and I was at first reluctant to play as the pocket due to my lack of experience. During those games I was very occupied with thoughts like: "Protect the Medic at all cost!" "To jump or not to jump?" "Where is my Medic?" "What do I do now that my whole team is dead" "Shit! 2 scouts are on my Medic!" Basically, I spend most of the time confused and worried then actually playing my role.
AFA was both demoralizing and a huge eye opener to me. Rest be assured that I'm not giving-up but felt even more determined to improve! xD
Sorry Flare for posting my thoughts and rant on your thread but I couldn't help it but share my thoughts here as since you guys were discussing about pocket soldier.