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  2. The beach. My favourite place on the entire Island. I come here to think, try and sort my mind out. Unfortunately, of late it has been failing miserably. I share this place with him. So its not surprising that when I turned the corner I found him sitting on the dock, staring out to sea. I feel so guilty. I don't even know if I have anything to do with his bad mood, but for some reason, I felt like it was my fault. In my heart, his pain was my pain. I gradually walk over to him and seat myself next to him. "So?" "So what Smiley?" "Aren't you going to tell me what's made you so mad all of a sudden?" "I'm not mad." "I know you better than that. Do you expect me to believe that? You're the most important person to me. I know when something's wrong." "Yeah, my best friend." For some reason, hearing those 3 words, in the way he said them had a profound effect on me. It was as if it was final. There could never be a me and him. It would always be a strictly 'best friends' relationship between us. And with that, I felt my heart gradually starting to break whilst I was sitting on that dock. "I can tell you anything, cant I?" "Of course," I say quietly, desperately. "Its about ev." And I just so desperately want to hear about her right now don't I? "What about ev?" "Have you noticed anything about her lately? I mean, has she been acting strange?" "Well…I don't know. I mean, yeah, she's been quieter than usual, but I haven't thought about it that much to be honest." "Well, since I mentioned to her in passing that there might have been a possibility that Itache was coming back-" "Why didn't you give me warning?" "Like I said, it was said in passing. It just came up. Anyway, since I mentioned it to her, she's been acting weird. Well, distant is more suitable. And when she saw him this morning, she went really quiet all of a sudden and wouldn't look at me." "Don't worry about it. It might just be…erm…how can I put this?" "Yeah, that time of the month." I can't believe I'm talking about THAT with K1lled of all people. Then again maybe not. "But I don't think it is. She's gone weird ever since I've started mentioning him again." Now, with the hectic 'I love K1lled' situation taking over most of my brain and this brand spanking new information pushing its way in, I would've expected a brain overload. But for some reason, things kind of slipped into place. Its like filling in a wordsearch, when you have the extra information, you just fill in the gaps. So picture my brain as a giant wordsearch if you will. I had information already floating around, but none of it went together, but now I had that extra bit of information, everything slotted in, like words in a wordsearch. Why can't I just simplify things? But the one thing that stood out was ev and Itache. Why did ev act so weird as soon as she heard Itache was coming back? Then I thought about Itache words. "You were right when you said that you can't help who you fall in love with? Yeah, but I wasn't referring to you when I agreed with you." My hands gripped the pier. Was ev cheating on K1lled with Itache? Did Itache love ev? One thing was sure, Itache had a hefty butt kicking coming his way.
  3. So now I'm walking/jogging towards K1lled and Itache. You may be thinking now 'God this guy is paranoid', and I'm going to say that I have to agree with you. Why I just don't quit and move away to Atlantica and live as a sea urchin I'll never know. "K1lled!" I can't believe I'm doing this. "K1lled wait up." They both look at me, K1lled has a slight frown on his face and Itache has his trademark cheesy grin. "What is it Smiley?" K1lled snaps. Whoa, who got out of bed on the wrong side this morning? "I was just wondering if you wanted to walk back home together," I said shyly as I caught up to them. "Now's not a good time Smiley," and with that he walked off and left me with Sir I'm-a-gimp-a-lot. "What did you say to him?" I said to Itache, anger flaring up inside me as cold fear started to build up. "If you said anything to him-" "Don't panic your pretty little head off. I only asked him why he wasn't with ev. Take a chill pill Smiley. You're getting paranoid." Well done Sherlock, go ahead and state the obvious why don't ya? "Then why is he in such a bad mood if that's all you asked?" "How am I supposed to know?" "Well, erm, let me think, YOU'RE HIS BROTHER!" A few passers by looked at us. An old lady actually stopped to glare at us. I bet 'god damn the youth of today' was running through her head. "Once again I recommend a chill pill Smiley." I roll my eyes and storm after K1lled. "Hey, where are you going?" "To find out what's wrong with my best friend." I didn't hear what he said next. I just needed to find K1lled.
  4. So here I am sitting in Biology whilst the teacher goes on the brain and brain diseases. I know I should be paying attention but my mind wanders. Whose wouldn't when Mrs Vetia is droning on about synapses? And I bet you can guess where it's wondering off to. How did I get my self into this situation? 'You fell in love with your sisters boyfriend.' Great. Another mental battle. I was still thinking about what k1tty said too. Maybe it would be better if I did just tell K1lled before Itache did. It might be best. But then everything will be ruined. Ev will hate me, me and K1lled might not be friends afterwards and he might tell me he doesn't feel the same, something I never want to hear. Seriously, why cant love be easy? I vaguely hear Mrs Vetia dismiss us while sneering at us, and I stand up and grab my stuff. I walk out, not bothering to watch where I'm going. Then, in a typical high school cliché moment, I smack right into something and I'm sent to the floor. Stars appear in front of my eyes as I feel a weight on top of me. "Oh god, I'm so sorry," said a voice. I feel a brush creep up my cheeks as I realise it's a male. "Its ok. It's my fault anyway. I wasn't watching where I was going." "Smiley?" I finally open my eyes and groan. "Damn you Itache. Get off me." "Hey, you said it. This is your fault." "Then why did you apologise first? Now I said get off me. People are staring." He stood up and held out a hand to me. I roll my eyes and take it. "Next time watch where you're going Itache." "Hey, you said it was your fault." "I changed my mind." "Too late. But don't worry, I forgive you." "Get lost." I turn and walk away but sadly he catches up with me. Doesn't he get the hint? "I said get lost." "No." I stop and turn to him. "Why are you following me? Get over it Itache!" I shout, ignoring the looks from my fellow students. "I don't feel that way. After 2 years you should have got over it." "But after two years you haven't got over him." "He has nothing to do with this, Itache." I silence my voice slightly. "I don't love you. So get over it. You shouldn't still love me." He started laughing. This wasn't meant to go like this. I'm meant to have the upper hand. Damn you Itache. "You think I still love you? Where did you get that from?" "At lunch you said that-" "You were right when you said that you can't help who you fall in love with? Yeah, but I wasn't referring to you when I agreed with you." "You're in love with someone else?" "Don't sound so shocked Smiley. People can get over things. In my case, I got over you." "Then who is it?" "Yeah, like I'm going to tell you." He walked around me and headed towards the exit. "Oh, and by the way , you might want to be nice to me from now on. I know your little secret." He winked at me and walked through the doors. I was gobsmacked. No, I wasn't gobsmacked, I felt like I had been hit in the face with a wet fish then knocked down by a herd of buffalo. I wasn't shocked at the fact he was over me. I mean, who stays hung up on a person for 2 years? Except me of course. I'm the only one stupid enough to do it. I was shocked over the fact there was someone else and I couldn't figure out who it was. And also the fact that Itache came up with the idea to use my love for K1lled against me. He's not exactly the brightest crayon in the box. xxxxxxxxxxx "So, let me get this straight…Itache doesn't love you anymore, he's falling for someone else but we don't know who it is. He still wants to use the K1lled thing against you though." "Well done k1tty." "So what are you going to do?" "Doesn't that question ever get old?" "Don't answer a question with a question. You're avoiding the point." "How did you get so serious? Have we switched places or something?" "Not as far as I know. I don't think we have." Yep, k1tty is still k1tty. I'm so glad I'm not totally loosing it. "Anyway, I don't know. I mean, it makes more sense to tell him before Itache does. But problems it could cause…I don't really want to think about them. But if I don't tell K1lled and Itache does, then that leaves me in a sticky(bomb) situation. But if I don't tell and Itache doesn't tell then things stay the way they are." "But then it carries on eating you up inside." "I've survived two years so it's all okay." "But how much longer can you last?" I didn't reply. I walked out and didn't look back. The sooner I got home the better. I really needed some chocolate. But, it wasn't meant to be. I walked along the sidewalk, my mind trying to figure stuff out, and then I met the most unwanted site. K1lled…and Itache…alone together talking. Oh dear god. Do you remember when I told you that I was going to be Rose who jumped back on the Titanic to be with Jack? I forgot the fact that the ship sank at the end. And Jack died too. And this problem is like a boat, and it's sinking faster than you can say bombing medic.
  5. "There wont be anything to worry about Smiley. Itache's been gone or nearly 2 years so I'm sure he'll have forgotten or got over you." "I appreciate the fact you're trying to help me k1tty, but I'm not in the mood." "Why not?" "I'm just not." I moved the meat loaf around the plate with my fork. Who in their right mind would eat meatloaf? The only reason I got it was because I was too late for pizza. "Well, your mood is most certainly going to get worse." "Now why would that be Itache? Because as far as I can figure, nothing can get be more worse than loving your sisters boyfriend and him not loving you back." I was on the brink of breaking fown "Well, I'd disagree. Here comes your worst nightmare." I turned and groaned. Itache strutted over, a grin on the face, as if he just won Div 2, and he sat next to me. This wasn't how I imagined my Monday going. "What do you want Itache?" "Well, that's not how you should greet a friend after 2 years of no contact." "There was a reason for that," I muttered. "What?" "Nothing." Itache raised an eyebrow. "Anyway, how have you been?" It was my turn to raise an eyebrow. Had he just asked me, the girl who trod all over his heart, how SHE was doing? "Erm…I'm okay thanks. You?" "So," he said in a whisper, leaning closer to me, "Do you still love our baity pocket?" I knew it was too good to last. "Why? It isn't any of your business." "I think you'll find it is. One, he's my brother who is seeing your sister in case you have forgotten. Two, you refused to love me because you loved him. And three, I'm a nosey person." I rolled my eyes. "Well one, I know he is dating ev and he's your brother. Two, for the millionth time, I'm sorry I didn't feel the same way but you cant help who you fall in love with. And three, your last reason is stupid. If you're nosy you must be a gossiper, so that's less of a reason to tell you." "So you're still in love with him then?" I stayed silent. "Fine." He stood up and looked at me. "And you're right. You can't help who you fall in love with." Then he walked off, leaving me to ponder. K1tty looked at me and took her headphones out. "Well?" "I…I think he still loves me." K1tty's eyes widened and it went silent between us. "Bugger me." I raised an eyebrow at k1tty. "You need to stop watching 'Titanic'." "What are you going to do?" "I don't know. I have to pray that Itache doesn't tell K1lled." "Well, you could always beat K1lled to it." I look at K1tty who is putting her headphones back in. I hate it when the cat's right. It always means trouble for me.
  6. Crap. Double Crap. "I...Itache sempai?" I say quietly. "Yeah." Okay, now is it possible to have a heart attack, brain shutdown and suffer a breakdown at the same time? Well, if not, I'm a medical marvel. "Oh my god." I drop my bag onto the floor and stare at my locker. By this point, you're probably wondering who Itache is. Well, lets just say its tricky. He's K1lled's brother. Twin to be more exact and only 6 minutes older than K1lled. And you're also probably wondering why I am reacting so badly to this news. It can't be that bad right? Well, WRONG! (besides we need some drama right) That birthday, 2 years ago, when I knew I had fallen in love with K1lled, Itache said something to me. I had only known him 4 months but heck, I'd only know K1llee that long. When I was with K1lled, hanging out, Itache would be there too, being the annoying guy. We weren't friends to the extent K1lled and I were, but we got quite close and got along fairly well. Then on my birthday, Itache cornered me in my garden and confessed something to me. He loved me. He said we would be the best soldier duo in the world. Well, you can imagine my reaction. I was in love with K1lled who loved ev who loved K1lled back whose twin brother was now proclaiming his love for me. And I had only just turned 14. So it was a sticky situation that I didn't know how to get out of, not having a lot of past romantic experience (or any) and all that. So I just told Itache I didn't love him, I loved K1lled. BIG MISTAKE! So learn a lesson from this: Never tell a guy's brother that you don't love him, you love his brother. Make sense? So, Itache feeling down and crushed by me, threatens to tell K1lled. That was something I didn't want to happen for obvious reasons. He was besotted with ev as she was with him and I couldn't ruin that. So I asked him to keep quiet. He refused obviously, due to the fact I had kinda ripped out his heart and virtually ran over it with a steamroller. But he didn't get the chance to tell K1lled anything. Their parents split a week later and Itache abandoned TechE to go pinoyland. Now he was back. And he had unfinished business he would probably want to finish. I'm not even 16 yet! "Smiley? You okay?" I was brought back to earth by k1tty who had just placed a hand on my shoulder. "Oh god. What if he tells him? What the hell am I going to do?" "Well, firstly, clam down because K1lled is coming this way. Second-" "What?" I picked up my bag and threw my books in, slamming my locker shut. "Smiley?" I spun around and come face to face with a concerned K1lled. "You okay?" "Why didn't you tell me Itache was back?" "I didn't think it really mattered." "Well, it just would have been nice to know. I thought we were best friends." "We are you idiot," K1lled laughed. God that cute laugh. Okay, stop there Smiley. You'll go off on one again. "Well, Itache's back and he's mentioned you a couple of times." "Oh." I could feel nervousness creeping through my veins. "Anything else?" "No, not really. He just asked how you were and if you were seeing anyone. To be honest, the way he kept asking questions, I kind of got the impression that he has a crush on you." And my stomach drops again. I look up at him but he refuses to meet my eye. "K1lled?" He finally looks at me but doesn't smile. His face is serious and it worries me. "What is it?" "Nothing." Then he turn's and heads off to Maths without me. I eventually caught up with him and he acted as if nothing had happened. Which annoyed me greatly. I wanted to know what made him react the way he did when he said Smiley might have a crush on me. Then it struck me. Well, hit me in the middle of a very bad headache. And I realised at the same time that I can be very slow. Did K1lled fancy me? Part of me said yes but part of me dismissed it. He didn't like his brother much so he could have just had a bad taste in his mouth. But maybe he didn't like the idea of Itache crushing on me because he was. But he always seemed so in love with ev, so why would he crush on me? God, men can be so complicated sometimes. So can life for that matter. There should really be a book about all this. And what's the cause of this current headache? Itache! Why did he come back? He was hell bent on telling K1lled last time so what if he hasn't changed? Crap. What if he still loves me?
  7. My other best friend I mentioned before: k1tty. She's like a packet of living jellybeans but that's why we love her. Gossip Queen and resident romantic nutter, she's the only person I feel like I can talk to. Now you're probably wondering why I would confess my secrets to a gossip queen. Well, she can keep some secrets, especially when it comes to me. "Smiley!" Speak of the devil. Turning around, I see the beaming brunette bounce right up to me and link my arm with hers. "Hey k1tty." "So…?" "What?" I ask as she leads us to my locker. "You said anything to him?" "No. And I told you I'm not going to because I don't want anything to get ruined. Or anyone to get hurt." "But you can't go on being his best friend and not telling him. Its cruel." "Maybe so, but I just cant okay." "Fine." She looked away and lent against the lockers. "So, want to hear some news?" "Not really but I know you're going to tell me anyway." "Right," k1tty said, acting as if she was going to give some great speech. "Newbie." "And?" "Tall. Handsome. Spitting image of K1lled." I stop putting my books in my locker and look at her, her face serious (which I will have you know is rare for k1tty). "And?" I ask hesitantly. "Its Itache." I drop my history book. Crap. This problem just got a million times worse.
  8. The day after K1lled told me he was leaving, I woke up at half 6, an hour earlier than I am meant to. Can you tell how in love I am with this guy? He causes me to lose sleep. And when that happens, its something serious. I guess I couldn't get used to the fact he was leaving. After two years we had become really close and the prospect of him not being there was an incredibly depressing one. It was one i couldn't just accept I got up and did the usual routine (do I have to explain?) and sat alone in the living room. It was only 7:15. Ev wasn't due up for another 15 minutes. I used the time to think. Maybe I should tell K1lled how I feel? But then there were so many complications. There's ev to think of, she'd hate me. She really loves K1lled. Then there is the fact that he may not feel the same way. He does not love me. This thought made me even more depressed. I sat there with my coffee in hand, letting it go cold. Time passed and ev's footsteps could be heard coming down the stairs. I sat up and looked busy. I took a sip of my coffee and pulled a face. It had gone stone cold. 'Only you Smiley.' I put the cup on the table and ev walked in. "Morning," came her voice. "How come you're up so early? School isn't going on for another hour and a half." "I couldn't sleep," I replied. "How come?" 'I was busy thinking of how I could tell your boyfriend that I love him.' "Headache." "Okay." Ev then disappeared off upstairs. I put my head in my hands and sat there staring at my feet. I hadn't spoken to K1lled since yesterday evening and I didn't really want to see him this morning. 'Just faze him out of your life completely. He's taken. By your sister.' I shook my head. God I hated those arguments that occur in the brain. 'Or you could just tell him. Then ruin everything.' Yeah, now it was time to get the panadol out. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Its five minutes before we're due to leave and ev is still doing her make-up. Honestly. I want to leave before K1lled shows up. Aren't I just the world's best friend? "Ev! Get a move on!" "Okay! Okay!" Then came the knock at the door. "Smiley! Grab the door!" I rolled my eyes and braced myself. I knew it was him. Now came the really hard part: opening it. I could just leave it and pretend we had already left. But he knocks again. I could imagine the expectant look on his face. Damn him and his cute face. Sighing, I pulled open the door and came face to face with him, his blue eyes boring into my lavender ones. "Smiley!" I stood stock still, not knowing what to do. God, I hate myself. "Hi K1lled," I say quietly, moving aside to let him in. He walks past me and stands by the couch as I close over the door. I feel his eyes on my back and I don't want to turn around. "Why didn't you call last night?" "Did I have to?" "You said you would." "I thought you would be chatting away to ev and I didn't want to disturb you." I could hear a slight catty tone in my voice. I didn't mean for that to happen. "What's wrong?" 'I love you and its killing me.' "Nothing." I walk past him and grab my bag. The sooner I'm out of here the better. "Smiley?" I don't look at him. "Hmm?" "There's something wrong isn't there? Tell me." Now, if this were some Hollywood movie, this would be the time where the heroine decides whether to carry on acting as if the world was fine and dandy but continued to secretly love him, while allowing it to kill her on the inside…or…she would end it here and now, severing all contact and basically tell him to get lost. And the moment has come. I have to decide. It's kind of like the moment in Titanic when Rose is on the lifeboat and Jack is standing on the deck. The lifeboat got lowered and Rose has to either stay stuck in this boat and never see Jack again or jump back onto the ship and live happily with the man she loves. I guess I'm about to jump back on the Titanic. Or something like that. "Nothing's wrong K1lled," I said, putting on a fake smile and praying he cant see through it. "Then why didn't you call?" "I was busy. Besides, I heard ev talking to you until all hours so its not like I could." I look at him and see him staring at me, his head tipped to the side slightly. God, he has no idea how cute he is when he does that. "Hmm," was his reply. He gave me a lob sided grin and opened his arms, expecting a hug. But how could I, knowing what it would do to me. But I did it anyway. Like I said, if being friends with him is the only way I can get close to him then fine. These hugs are one of the greatest perks. "You had me worried there for a moment." "Why?" I say as i snuggle into his shirt. "I thought you hated me." "I could never hate you." "Yeah. I couldn't get through these next few months without my best friend." Now ladies and gentlemen, I would like to discuss those two words: best friend. This is what makes this situation 10 times worse. I love my best friend. But not only that, but this is all we'll ever be because I'm too much of a coward to tell him how I feel and face the consequences. "Yeah," I simply say. If only he knew what he did to me when he called me that.
  9. That leads us to the present day. He's still with ev and it's their 2-year anniversary in 6 days. And I dread that day. Actually, I'm surprised they've lasted that long. With ev's track record with pockets, I wouldn't have placed my bet on 2 months let alone years. Its not that she's a tart or anything, its just that she's had difficulties staying with one person for longer than 3 weeks without whining that they overextend. But here we are, in 6 days it will be their 2-year anniversary and on the day after that, my birthday, but it also marks 2 years since the day I fell in love with him. And in those 2 years, I haven't plucked up the courage to tell him how I feel. At the moment I'm sitting on the couch watching stvs, K1lled's choice of course. Yet, my attention isn't on the television. My eyes keep wandering over to him, his attention solely on the twitch stream showing the AFC 11 Div 2 Grand Finals. He always got like this when he watched this. His dazzling blue eyes are glued to the set, a single tear streaming down his face as the light illuminates his light chocolate brown hair. God, I sound like a fan girl. But something is different today. This time last year, he wouldn't shut up about how it was going to be his and ev's 1-year anniversary in a couple of days. But now, when their 2-year anniversary is around the corner (which I think is more important), he seems strangely quiet. This worries me. "K1lled? Are you alright?" "Hmm." I was taken back. Even though his "favourite" programme was on, he always gave me a proper answer. What's happened to him? "Are you sure?" "Hmm." I sit up straight. Now I'm officially worried. Maybe I should send him round to k1tty's for a bit? Or maybe not. I'd never inflict that upon any male. Except maybe konma. But I suspect he's got a crush on her anyway. I reached over and put the television on mute. K1lled turned to look at me, his forehead wrinkled. "What was that for?" "Tell me what's wrong and I'll turn the mute off." "Nothing's wrong. Stop being paranoid." Well, that's a first. He's never spoken to me like that before. I fell back into the chair and didn't look at him. For some reason, I felt incredibly guilty for the way he was acting. I should have stopped pestering him. I should have left him alone. I looked at my feet. Anything but him. Then his hand went under my chin and made me look at him. I never heard him cross over from the chair. I couldn't help but gasp. A frown was placed on his face. "Smiley…I'm sorry." "You have nothing to apologise for. It's my fault. I shouldn't have asked. I'm so sorry." "You're my best friend." My stomach churned as he said that. "I'm glad you're worried about me, if that makes sense. It means you care. And I shouldn't have bitten your head off. I've…just got a few things on my plate at the moment." I listened intently as i counted my rapid heartbeats "I'm moving to the Netherlands to play in ETF2L" xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Have you ever had a moment when you felt like the whole world was crumbling around you? Well, I had one of those about an hour ago. When he told me, I felt like the ground had given way. I knew he wanted to go there so badly, but I hadn't really thought about it. About what it would be like when he was gone. But in that moment, it felt like he had already left. And now here I am, sitting alone on a swing in the central park. K1lled had left soon after he told me. I told him that I had to go to my grandmother's house. I hate lying to him. And I hate myself for the fact I love him so much. I hate the way he's in love with my sister. I hate the fact he's going to leave here. And I hate the world for making my life so confusing. Do you want to know who I am? What my life is like at the moment? My name is Smiley. I'm a 16 year old male roamer and live with my 16-year-old sister, ev. I play in AFC Div 2. I have a brilliant group of teammates and an excellent best friend. It may look simple, but it's far from it. This excellent best friend I told you about, well he dates my sister. The problem…I'm in love with him, and he doesn't have a clue. And it's tearing me to pieces.
  10. div 2 no drama smh
  11. When I, Smiley, first met him on that dull night, everything changed for me. You could say he became my first crush. But it wasn't to be, he fell for my sister. Now I've become accustomed to seeing him with her, holding hands and making out. And to make things worse, we've become what are called 'best friends'. Now any hope I ever had of there being a 'him and me' has vanished. But if being best friends with him is the only way I can ever get close to him, then I can live like that and die a fairly happy woman. But I can't get rid of the feeling of longing inside me: I long for him. When I see him with my sister, I always wish it was me in her place, me holding his hand, me running my fingers through his hair, me making him smile. But it never was. It was always her. It was always him and ev. They became the 'cute couple that lived next door to each other'. AFC resident lovebirds. And she never shut up about him. It was always 'K1lled this' and K1lled that'. Then I'd hear it off others. 'ev and K1lled did this' or 'aren't ev and K1lled so cute together'. And yeah, I was jealous. But he never knew all this. He never knew that I felt a slight hatred towards my sister because she was the one he chose, not me. He never knew that his best friend was in love with him. Since K1lled started dating my sister, we grew close. I saw him everyday. You could say we 'bonded'. That's when we became best friends. We hung out together when he wasn't with my sister. We became known as a dynamic soldier duo. When he wasn't seen with ev, he was hanging out with me at the park or doing mge with me I guess I knew I was first in love with him when he gave me that mousepad for my 14th birthday. That was two years ago next week. I've had a crush on him since we had met 4 months earlier for that try out. But him getting that chain did it for me. I fell in love with him right there and then. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx That fateful day, we had been hanging out at the mall. It was a week before my birthday and we had gone shopping because there was nothing else to do. Ev had been placed under house arrest until she finished her English assignment so he came with me. We had just left the bookstore as we walked past the gaming store. That's when I saw it. In my opinion it was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. A beautifully crafted artisan mousepad. My breath was taken away. "Wow," was all I could say. "What?" K1lled asked as he looked over my shoulder. I pointed to the pad and he let out a whistle. "That's beautiful." "But it is beautiful." I then looked at the price and it was my turn to whistle. "150 dollars! That's a whole months wages!" I sighed and turned away. "Well, some things aren't meant to be." "Cheer up," he said as he wrapped his arm around my shoulder. I turned away so he couldn't see me blush. "Come on, I need you to help me buy a present for ev birthday." My blush faded as quickly as it had came. Jealousy stirred within me. He dragged me around different shops, always asking my opinion on presents. As much as I love to spend this time with him, to hold his hand as he dragged me off around the stores, I couldn't help but feel a pit growing in the bottom of my stomach. He was doing this for her. How I wished I were the one he was buying that present for. He went back to the mall the next day and bought me that mousepad, he told me. He said that I had looked at it with a sense of longing and he just had to buy it for me, regardless of the cost. I've only used it during AFC matches. I didn't want to ruin it. It was too special for that. It was because it was from him. By now you probably think I'm some stalker dude who can't get enough of this one guy and does everything in her power to get close to him but it never works? Well, you'd be right and wrong at the same time. I'm not a crazy stalker dude, no matter what k1tty says, but I can't get enough of him and no matter what I do, I'm always seen as the best friend.
  12. You haven't seen mine yet...
  13. Wait a second how come ubf for div 2 is listed as 2-0 for tcf .
  14. TCF wins gullywash 5-0 Score tied 3-3 process TCF wins golden cap ggwp
  15. TCF bans product TechE bans reckoner Badlands decider Scheduled 9.30 23/4/17